Makin’ peace with the streetz…
Posted by: Amr Abu-Hmeidan | 07/21/2006, 21:14- Aaaaaaaa7777’ ya 3amman… you keep torturing me…no matter what I do…I’m sick to my stomach…every time the thought that I’m leaving you jumps into that little brain of mine… what happened to me…what happened to the idea of being strong wanting to make a change … what happened to that love … I had for amman and it’s people…when did it turn into hate…I can’t bare staying anymore where I am….but still every time I drive back home alone… Amman jumps into the backseat of my car …and starts torturing me with guilt…with all her questions…that have no answer… I end up filled with sorrow and frustration why am I not strong enough to stay… why…I try to convince myself with what keez always says:
اذهب اذا اتعبك البقاء فالأرض فيها الخبز و النساء
It’s not true …I’m going to at least make peace with the streets… before I go…
leaving makes the come-back more valuable :)
i was tired of staying, that's why i left.. a piece of the heart always stays there, even though the changes Amman has had to undergo have scratched her quite a bit..
it's always a joy to go back, but i don't think i could stand staying there for more than a coupla months !
why are you tired of staying in Amman? what is keeping you there still?
Posted by al 07/22/2006, 05:23